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[ffffinalizer]

— il materiale emotivo | a bookshop in paris (2021)

[u3pxx]

girl why are rulers so expensive i just felt a piece of my soul leave my body

[nekomoder]

[hannie-dul-set]

grad hair and makeup reveal under the cut because i looked extra extra extra pretty that day.

[artsygirl0315]

Mella Burnham | Sorrowful Lament AU

"Mella Burnham, A girl with an endless amount of patience and so much kindness to share, now engulfed by an overwhelming curse from her own sorrow."

When the news flew by that her dear friend had passed, Oh how Mella ran and ran as much as she could just to reach Carol's home, she was desperate when she didn't find them there.

One time, she heard from whispers and murmurs of the whereabouts on Carol's grave, how quick did she take action.

When she met the twins, she stood her own ground yet at a distance.

She understood them, the underlying urge to just.. protect someone you wished were still there. She understood that pain well.

And it still hurts, deep down.

Mella silently respected their decision on keeping a distance, in which she followed without another word.

Always standing there, always watching.

Her very eyes looked at the grave and watched the whole world shatter all over again, the pain was there and it lingered longer.

She would leave Carol's grave the tea she used to like sharing with them, the chocolate cookies she made just for them each visit, the tears that showed her guilt and shame.

She always offered something for the twins in return for allowing her the long range visit, snacks were a common casualty.

Yet each passing day, She grew tired. She grew restless. Protective. Aggressive. The sorrow she refused to acknowledge kept getting worst, to where it even clouded her very mind.

She'd get delirious, wanting no one to ever mention their name ever again. One wrong move and she'll freak out, one can only experience an immense kind of pain when in her path as that happens.

Tears were her most common flaw, they poured down in the most unsuspecting of ways. The worst kind. They'll make you cry too, In pain and misery. Mostly pain.

First ref down, 4 more to go! I'm very excited for this AU to take its course, My moot is just amazing!! Sorrowful Lament AU is by the awesome @kandykatz!!

(Sorry if I did this wrong or was a bit too long, hopefully I at least managed to do her right in the AU.)

[numbuh-72]

"I'm Sorry Ma..." - KND Animatic

Context: Gianna got invited to a sleepover with Jeremiah and Phoebe! The three decided to kick off the sleepover with a couple of fun games. What Gianna doesn't know though is that things were gonna be...interesting~

(Jeremiah and Phoebe belong to @artsygirl0315)

Finally! After all this time I was able to complete this after all this time! I got so worried that I wouldn't be able to finish it by the end of the year- XDDD

Happy New Years Artsy!!! Can't wait to make more memories with you and along with our other moots!!! <3

[lordartsy]

y'all don't mind if I post these old Reds I'll never finish? sure you don't

[sleeepying]

Hiiiiiii ummmmm ummmmm uhhhhhhhhhh

[mail-me-a-snail]

please lord if i win this sticker contest i will invest in making comics again please please god please

[numbuhinfinitys]

[Wanted to make a pov that ppl can react to, so here ya go]

POV: You see Reyna writing in a book.

She got called in for a mission, so she left the treehouse without the book. You got curious and decided to check it out.

Once you took a look at the book, there were drawings in it. You've never seen her draw before, but they looked pretty accurate.

As you flipped further through the book, you came across more... terrifying drawings.

[TW Creepy imagery, teeth]

What is your reaction?

[recoveryrambles]

[echospast]

hello all! I start my new full time position at my job today and I’ve been assigned to a more advanced unit than I expected ( as in, I didn’t think they’d transfer me to that team for another two years but apparently the team lobbied to have me and management believes I can handle it based on my work??? ahhhhhh ) so I’m likely to have a wild few weeks but I do feel I’m likely to need a creative outlet, and while I’ve been on @sommersong more, it is my goal to return here and get caught up and work out new dynamics. I hope everyone is doing well and my discord is always open even if replies may be more sporadic as I’m shadowing the departing attorney for the next three weeks and learning my case load!

[artsygirl0315]

Untold Truths | Mourning Au

"Y-you.. What are YOU doing here?! You two are one with the enemies, Who are you to tell me to stand down?!"

"Sorry that this is a bit too sudden, 510. All I can say right now is that we're working undercover and was sent to check on you.. Is this what you've been doing? How you're treating others?"

"W-wha?! N-no!! I mean, Yes but-.. It's not that simple, okay?! What's your deal, huh?! You two shouldn't even be here, Numbuh 412 would be furious.."

"Well, It's not really an easy thing to say.. Numbuh 510, this isn't right. You know it isn't, I've seen how you're still trying to be easy on others. But why? Why this?"

"Don't play mind games with me, traitor! Don't act like we're still friends, you lied to us! You lied and then you left!!"

"YOU LEFT US BEHIND, CHA-!!"

"It's about them, isn't it?.."

"...I-I.."

"510.. Phoebe, This isn't good for you. You know that, right? This isn't something you should be dwelling on for too long, it'll mess you up."

"And who are you to tell me what I'm supposed to be feeling, huh?! You don't know what it's like. You don't know how much it hurts!.. How could you even possibly understand what this pain is like?!"

"Because I've seen it before, 510. This wasn't the first case of kids being, well.. Being gone."

"I've been Supreme Leader for how many years in the KND and I've seen it all before, and it sucks.. But it's not to late for a different path, You can still get the help you need."

"H-huh?.. What do you.. What do you mean? T-this.. You've seen it before and.."

"And you didn't even do anything about it?! They're your fellow operatives, your friends?! How could you have just done nothing?!"

"It's not as easy as you'd think, 510! This type of thing, This dillema, This isn't an easy thing to fix!"

"You could've told anyone! Tried to find a solution! You could've stopped it!! Heck, I actually could've done something if you just said som-"

"YOU'RE A CHILD, PHOEBE!! This isn't something you should be dealing with anyway, You're a kid!!"

"Wha-.."

"I was a kid too, I wasn't trained to handle another kid passing away nor ANY of this! YOU THINK I WANTED TO KEEP LETTING THIS HAPPEN? Obviously Not, but what can I do? I wasn't prepared for this and neither were you."

"I-I.. B-but you were a Supreme Leader, You've become a teenage agent, for crud's sakes! So Why didn't you try to find a solution?.."

"Because there isn't a solution for this, You can't fix someone who's already gone.. I'm sorry that I'm being harsh or that I'm even telling you this! But please, you have to understand.."

"They're gone. You can't undo that, no matter how much you really really wanted to.. I'm sorry, Phoebe."

"N-no.. No no no.. No no no!!.. You're lying, You're a liar!! They're not gone, They're not gone!.."

"I'm sorry for your loss, 510. I'm so sorry.. It's okay, you can cry. You can mourn them, be vulnerable, that's okay."

"Numbuh 510.. I'm sorry that I never told anyone or that it seemed as if I didn't try. But trust me when I say, you're not alone. You have friends who are in the same place as you are, they miss them too.."

"I think it's best that you take a break from protecting their sacred sanctuary and help others, Mella and Evan had friends that wanted closure. Wouldn't you want to try and help them find it?"

"... Yeah, Yeah I would.."

"I'm sorry.."

(YES!! Finally got this done, Took a bit cus I suck at writing but hopefully it's okay? Anyways, Violet belongs to the awesome @bugtoonz whom I also made this response for because of their awesome art!! Hope you guys like it, Stay awesome!!💙)

[numbuh-72]

[Package for Sector PHP]

Mourning AU (AU Belongs to @artsygirl0315 )

"Sector PHP,

I first wanna give all of you my deepest apologies for the trespassing. Please understand that there were no bad or malicious intentions... I only wanted to check up on you guys. Rest assured, I'm safe and ok, I was let out with a warning.

Though... I miss you all very much... It pains me to see you three in the current states you're in. I want to help... In anyway possible. So please... For Tyler if he reads this letter, contact me if.. You ever do... Need my help. I won't hesitate to rush over there and give you all the love and help you need... Even if it costs my own life.

Just, all I ask from you guys for now is to at least... Stay safe and my contact info is always open to you three if anything.

In the meantime, accept these gifts. It's... To hopefully help you three have some sort of closure. It works for me when I lost my brother. I hope this works in your favors too.

Love you all,

Gianna (Numbuh 72) "

Analog:

"I was able to finally build up courage to attempt my visit to Sector PHP recently... But... Sadly didn't go too well. Phoebe wouldn't let me in so I could comfort the Sector... Since they are under Tyler's orders.

So instead... I decided to send Luna and Everest to deliver a present to the graveyard. Hopefully Phoebe would notice it and hand it to Tyler. I need to get to them somehow...

After all, "They" asked me to be there for the team when needed most from our last conversation.

I must do everything to the best of my ability to fulfill their request.

For now once Everest and Luna deliver the present... I can only wait and see if Tyler and the others will ever be ready for my help... And... To prevent Alice from getting to them or me. I can lose control now... Must stand strong for their sakes."

- Numbuh 72, Signing off

[ask-gaz]

delete ur blog

(i will if u give me $2,500)

(it’s enough to pay my college tuition for the next 3 years 🙏)

[izzy-art-879]

Help and Support (Mourning AU)

Sector QT heard about the deaths of two Sector PHP operatives and despite Global Command's warnings not to approach them, Sector QT wanted to help the rest of Sector PHP get through this tough time. Although they didn't know Sector PHP that well, the team heard how unwell they were after the deaths of Mella and Evan and they wanted to help them heal. It would take a while but the kids and their squirrel were determine to help. The team helped in numerous way:

Judy and Dee sent flowers, cards and frozen meals to Sector PHP.

Monroe secretly cleaned Mella and Evan's headstones whenever they were dirty and planted fresh flowers on their graves.

Paloma sent messages to Sector PHP, offering them support and that she's just one call away if they ever needed anything. She sent some Rainbow Monkeys and stuffed animals to help them through grieving.

As for Cyrus, he went out and tried to reach out for Sector PHP. No matter how many times he was chased away, he still came back and went to Mella and Evan's graves to mourn them. Of course he respects their boundaries but will offer just to be there to talk if they ever need it.

I've seen the Mourning AU and @numbuh-72 in the Mourning AU and I decided to try and add Sector QT in it!

The Mourning AU belongs to the lovely @artsygirl0315!